The 3 stories

i opened up the computer then log in my facebook
account and read 3 stories one was a poem, another
a story and the other is simply about 143 reasons
why she loved that person and you know what it have
in common the feeling of love and i was like danggg..
I knew i was missing something and i realize it was this
feeling but eventhough ive figured it out. Im still not yet
ready..you see there was a time when i was ready..he
broke all my defenses but it did'nt work out and it really
hurt me and getting hurt was the main reason i don't like
relationships. Yah i know it's selfish but i know i'll get
pass through this.

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A New School Year..

I'm really glad that i passed all the subjects i took this year
including the subject i attended this summer. I have already
enrolled for the new school year..Yes everytime i enroll i
make sure i  do it early as in around 1 am in the morning
cause i know that come late morning it would be near impossible
to enter my school's site cause of a lot of students logging in
and enrolling..it's better early than get pissed because you
cannot access their site..Registered all subjects i will take this
semester and i see more Psychology subjects coming up..
Now all I have to do is sit around and pay my tuition fee.

See it pays to be early..^_^

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uhmm..it's been a long time

i haven't really blog in a while..so as you
might know that i'm busy and i guess i enjoy sharing
my stories to my college friends rather than writing here..
but i've miss this feeling a lot just writing what you want and letting anyone
read it..

so what was actually happening to me this days??

i thought i wont be that happy when i start college but
guess what? i enjoy it better than highschool new people,new friends and
a wider world for me..

im not scared anymore. of what? a lot of things like being alone,going places,
long trips, public speaking,being crazy around people,wearing different clothes.
experimenting with make up and most of all trying new things because i was never really a risk taker so that's big thing.

over all im enjoying life now and say anything i want maybe that's the reason why
i seldom write now but i will still try to share any special events in my life to
the world.

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devastating!

this has been long overdue..yes i was safe from
the flood that the typhoon ketsana cause and were
one of the few areas in the metro who haven't experience
any electric or water disruption and im really thankful of that i
have been wanting to blog about this since saturday but
im lost..i can't describe how i felt about this event..

this is one of the most devastating tragedy that ever hit
my country a lot died lost, their home and belongings and
all i can do is watch the tv and listen to what happened to
my fellow filipinos..

i hope and pray that we can surpass this event and continue
showing the bayanihan spirit as for me i will try to help
in my own little way..

an overview different photos to the damage ketsana made..

http://www.facebook.com/gmanewstv#/gmanewstv?v=photos

to help visit http://www.redcross.org.ph/ for details

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100 days

exactly a hundred days before Christmas...

will b updating this post later cause it's already
late..

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what is your greatest dream?

this was the question ask by our facilitator.
all in our group answered but i won't elaborate
theirs just mine i said CONTENTMENT and the reason
i gave was "that i don't really want to be the richest
person in the world what i want is when i grow old i
could reminisce my life w/o regrets and live my last
years on earth feeling fulfilled." Thinking practically
my answer was a good one but i came to realize that
it's not even close to the best answer.

Our facilitator told a story that goes like "This same question
was ask to a set of kinder Garden students and a boy answered
"When I Grow Up i Want To Be Happy" this was one of the deepest answers i ever heard and this came from a boy.

I didn't know how to react and was also shocked by that answer
maybe even the greatest or smartest person will not think answering
the question that way.

How do we become happy? Does it come from contentment,wealth, power
or anything else. What really makes us happy and why hasn't any people
have this kind of dream except for a simple minded boy. Is happiness
that impossible to achieve? are people in our generation not happy? or
we just don't know what true happiness means?

i bet the most simple things in life are the hardest to explain
like LOVE and HAPPINESS

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YOUR LIFE IS NOT A COINCIDENCE. IT'S A REFLECTION OF YOU!

"A son and his father were walking on the mountains.
Suddenly, his son falls, hurts himself and screams: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
To his surprise, he hears the voice repeating, somewhere in the mountain: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
Curious, he yells: "Who are you?"
He receives the answer: "Who are you?"
And then he screams to the mountain: "I admire you!"
The voice answers: "I admire you!"
Angered at the response, he screams: "Coward!"
He receives the answer: "Coward!"
He looks to his father and asks: "What's going on?"
The father smiles and says: "My son, pay attention."
Again the man screams: "You are a champion!"
The voice answers: "You are a champion!"
The boy is surprised, but does not understand.
Then the father explains: "People call this ECHO, but really this is LIFE.
It gives you back everything you say or do.
Our life is simply a reflection of our actions.
If you want more love in the world, create more love in your heart.
If you want more competence in your team, improve your competence.
This relationship applies to everything, in all aspects of life;
Life will give you back everything you have given to it."

YOUR LIFE IS NOT A COINCIDENCE. IT'S A REFLECTION OF YOU!"
-- Unknown Author--

this is a very nice story that ive stumbled upon looking for
stories to read for my short story making project.

the meaning is so true and the medium use was so funny and easy to
understand

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connection is back

a few days ago the connection went back just because
we reformatted the computer and that's a pain cause all
my files were there and u have to move all of it but it's now
good, connection's fine and i can now log in to facebook i can't
just explain how frustrated i was just because i can't play
the apps their specially Pet Society, Barn Buddy and Mafia Wars
i guess im getting addicted to facebook. Like the whole time i use
the computer is all for playing this apps...

^_^

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change

no matter how hard you try, no matter
how badly you want it to stay the way you
want it,no matter how you stop it, it will
still change cause the only thing permanent
in this world is change!

and all you can do is deal with it!

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Looking back

i was bored so i decided to look back
at my past post here and Ive realized
that Ive made a lot of grammatical mistakes
and of course a lot of wrong spellings but
i can say that the way i write did improve
from before less spelling errors more
sensible topics and titles and better story
telling this only means one thing..

im growing up not just physically but mentally!

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Psychology

that's my course..i bet a lot thinks it is
a course dealing only with cure crazy people let me tell
a you story..when i was still in high school my
classmate asked me what course i would take
then i said psychology then she blurted "the course
that cures crazy people" i was not happy with what
she said cause obviously she doesn't know
anything about the course and i have been researching
a lot about it because im interested in it..well i did
let it pass i didn't answer back i just pretended
that she's stupid that's why she didn't understand..

im starting to discover what psychology really is and
hopefully in the near future i can blog about it but
right now im gonna try to deepen my understanding of
psychology and learn how to enjoy it...

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hangover from the past

don't get me wrong im not unhappy with
my new environment..it's just that every
person in my class reminds me of a certain
person from the past..and every action of
people around me reminds me of the old times
with my friends..i laugh with them,have fun,
ride with their jokes but maybe i still have
some hangover in my past experiences.

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R.I.P..... M.J

i was not born during his famous years
but surely i know him..i mean just look
at famous pop and RnB singers today they all
got M.J as one of their inspiration/influences
and that is definitely vivid so..

may you rest in peace and thank you for the
contributions you gave the music scene!

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im coping up well..

i just realize a while a go that i was coping up well
in my new environment..i have new friends and i can talk
to them freely w/o being shy and i can now recite w/o my
heart beating fast..so maybe that's a sign but there is
something that i am really missing...my friends..i can deal
with every change that comes my way..but i will never be as
comfortable as i am when im with my long time friends it just
feels different and everytime im with my "new friends" i just
can't help remembering the good times i had with my best friends..=(

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The First Day

today is my first day in college..

so what happened? nothing special..
met new people hang out with them and all

what i realize a while a go was that there
are so many kinds of people that even if you
have met a lot you we'll still meet people
who are greatly different from the ones you have
met...im still in shock right now so can't tell
much about it hopefully it get's better the next
few days..

made me miss my bestfriends more...=(

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Another Long week..

when i woke up this morning i thought it
was already sunday and i don't know why..

college classes was moved a week later
because of AH1N1 virus..so i have to wait
another long week before the school finally
starts..waiting i actually did nothing use
the PC, watch TV etc, but i feel the pressure
of waiting and wanting it to start or another
term is to end the wait..

Waiting/Patience is not my virtue and im guilty of it!
because waiting for me is a tormenting feeling
though i know that this is an important virtue...

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one week to go..

A week from now im gonna start a new chapter
of my life..college life to be exact and i really
don't know what to expect i don't know what to
feel but there's one thing im sure of that I'll
do my best cause i know this is an important
building block of my future and i promise myself to
do my best...so i just wanna say goodluck to myself
and hope that every time i see this post it will
remind me of my burning desire to fulfill my dreams.

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AKOMISMO

watch this: AKOMISMO

here is a video of Filipinos who promote and support change..
i decided not to embed it because it includes the explanation of the
said movement.

You will watch it if you care for our country!Philippines

Everyone is complaining about what our country has become..

but first let me tell you a story..

In a town, a festival is held every year. Each of the town
members are expected to contribute a jar of wine. This jar
of wine will then be put in a very big jar for everyone to
share in the coming festival night. A certain man decided
to cheat and instead of putting wine he put in a jar of water
thinking that it wouldn't affect the taste since he would only
be the one doing that. Then the festival night came..to their
dismay when they tasted the wine they found out that it wasn't
wine at all it tasted purely water. Everyone was ashamed!

i forgot where and to whom..i have heard it..but i never forgot the story

this is a mirror of what is happening in our country right now..
we keep complaining not knowing that we ourselves are the main
problem! we act as if we aren't part of the downfall our country
is experiencing.

Our school president always stress this phrase in his every speech

"change should start from ourselves not from anyone else"

if we want change act ourselves.

ikaw at ako mismo ang dapat kumilos para sa pagbabago

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Beware of Blogs!?!

read this Pinoy Blogero

well at first i thought the same thing about blogging
but when i started it.. It was different! actually blogging
is simply expressing yourself and being involved in today's
society. I think it's people's way to say i care, i know what
is happening and i have my own stand. Some might get offended
about what you wrote but it is perfectly normal as they say
"we can't please everybody" because every people have their
own view.

but blogging can also be bad when you use it as a tool to
degrade someone without their knowledge and spreading false
rumor. You can actually destroy a person's dignity and life
with just a few click on your keyboard.

In the end it's still all up to the person to decide what path
his/her blog would take just remember that there is a big difference
between fact and opinion,truth and lie,offending and not offending.

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I need some substance

i don't have any informative post to share
everyone so that really makes me sad..hayzzz

but i'll try next time to post something!!

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