im coping up well..

i just realize a while a go that i was coping up well
in my new environment..i have new friends and i can talk
to them freely w/o being shy and i can now recite w/o my
heart beating fast..so maybe that's a sign but there is
something that i am really missing...my friends..i can deal
with every change that comes my way..but i will never be as
comfortable as i am when im with my long time friends it just
feels different and everytime im with my "new friends" i just
can't help remembering the good times i had with my best friends..=(