half happy half sad

maybe the title's kinda confusing but i will
explain it cause i often feel this way.

have you experienced a morning when you feel
really energetic and happy and a lot of good
things simultaneously come? and you feel
really good then suddenly....

that afternoon you will feel extremely upset
about something... and feel really down

i always experience that rarely do i have a
day that's all good or bad....

so sometimes when i feel really happy i assume
that something bad will happen later or tom.
and that really happens....

so sometimes i tell myself to stop laughing cause
i feel a bit scared for the next series of events...