merry christmas everyone!
Monday, December 21, 2009
merry Christmas in advance to everyone ^_^
Read more...Looking at the World in a Not so Perfect Way
merry Christmas in advance to everyone ^_^
Read more...okay ill not explain anything about this except
that it's definitely a very goof song..enjoy!!
i give you a feel good song that has been my last
song syndrome for the past few hours..well the lyrics is
still not too clear to me though ive research about it..
they said it's all about innocence and holding on to those
childhood memories that you have and also wanting to stop time
and stay in a certain moment in your life..mostly memories and thoughts
when we were in our younger years....
haven't really blog anything for the last month
because really i can't think of anything sensible
right now my mind has been recently preoccupied with
a lot of things..mostly bad things but i won't
elaborate..but it's starting to get better although
these thoughts will surely keep coming back for
as long as i havent found any solution or be able
to accept it..
this past month ive been..no! the word is not busy
but pretending to be busy because of so many reasons..
i just feel something i don't know bad..sad..not good..
wrong..about the way things are going in my life and the
funny part is i can't really pinpoint the main reason from
all the bad thoughts im having..
this feeling will get better since ive let it out
and wrote this in my blog..
sometimes im really like this weird and all but at least i had
it all out.
this has been long overdue..yes i was safe from
the flood that the typhoon ketsana cause and were
one of the few areas in the metro who haven't experience
any electric or water disruption and im really thankful of that i
have been wanting to blog about this since saturday but
im lost..i can't describe how i felt about this event..
this is one of the most devastating tragedy that ever hit
my country a lot died lost, their home and belongings and
all i can do is watch the tv and listen to what happened to
my fellow filipinos..
i hope and pray that we can surpass this event and continue
showing the bayanihan spirit as for me i will try to help
in my own little way..
an overview different photos to the damage ketsana made..
http://www.facebook.com/gmanewstv#/gmanewstv?v=photos
to help visit http://www.redcross.org.ph/ for details
exactly a hundred days before Christmas...
will b updating this post later cause it's already
late..
this was the question ask by our facilitator.
all in our group answered but i won't elaborate
theirs just mine i said CONTENTMENT and the reason
i gave was "that i don't really want to be the richest
person in the world what i want is when i grow old i
could reminisce my life w/o regrets and live my last
years on earth feeling fulfilled." Thinking practically
my answer was a good one but i came to realize that
it's not even close to the best answer.
Our facilitator told a story that goes like "This same question
was ask to a set of kinder Garden students and a boy answered
"When I Grow Up i Want To Be Happy" this was one of the deepest answers i ever heard and this came from a boy.
I didn't know how to react and was also shocked by that answer
maybe even the greatest or smartest person will not think answering
the question that way.
How do we become happy? Does it come from contentment,wealth, power
or anything else. What really makes us happy and why hasn't any people
have this kind of dream except for a simple minded boy. Is happiness
that impossible to achieve? are people in our generation not happy? or
we just don't know what true happiness means?
i bet the most simple things in life are the hardest to explain
like LOVE and HAPPINESS
"A son and his father were walking on the mountains.
Suddenly, his son falls, hurts himself and screams: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
To his surprise, he hears the voice repeating, somewhere in the mountain: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
Curious, he yells: "Who are you?"
He receives the answer: "Who are you?"
And then he screams to the mountain: "I admire you!"
The voice answers: "I admire you!"
Angered at the response, he screams: "Coward!"
He receives the answer: "Coward!"
He looks to his father and asks: "What's going on?"
The father smiles and says: "My son, pay attention."
Again the man screams: "You are a champion!"
The voice answers: "You are a champion!"
The boy is surprised, but does not understand.
Then the father explains: "People call this ECHO, but really this is LIFE.
It gives you back everything you say or do.
Our life is simply a reflection of our actions.
If you want more love in the world, create more love in your heart.
If you want more competence in your team, improve your competence.
This relationship applies to everything, in all aspects of life;
Life will give you back everything you have given to it."
YOUR LIFE IS NOT A COINCIDENCE. IT'S A REFLECTION OF YOU!"
-- Unknown Author--
this is a very nice story that ive stumbled upon looking for
stories to read for my short story making project.
the meaning is so true and the medium use was so funny and easy to
understand
a few days ago the connection went back just because
we reformatted the computer and that's a pain cause all
my files were there and u have to move all of it but it's now
good, connection's fine and i can now log in to facebook i can't
just explain how frustrated i was just because i can't play
the apps their specially Pet Society, Barn Buddy and Mafia Wars
i guess im getting addicted to facebook. Like the whole time i use
the computer is all for playing this apps...
^_^
to former President Cory C. Aquino's Family
she brought back the democracy in our country
united people from different backgrounds from
the richest to the poorest...i hope her efforts
for our democracy won't go to waste and how i wish
that filipinos will forever be united just like in
edsa revolution 1
i don't know what's happening with my connection
i can't log in or comment on other networking sites..
but i can connect to others don't know how to explain
it!
this song was played on a music channel
and the vj talked about the song and she
said it was about seeing you're ex in a crowd
and thinking she really looks good but you
can't really do anything because it's over
between you two i never really realized how
sad this song is until that moment....
no matter how hard you try, no matter
how badly you want it to stay the way you
want it,no matter how you stop it, it will
still change cause the only thing permanent
in this world is change!
and all you can do is deal with it!
i was bored so i decided to look back
at my past post here and Ive realized
that Ive made a lot of grammatical mistakes
and of course a lot of wrong spellings but
i can say that the way i write did improve
from before less spelling errors more
sensible topics and titles and better story
telling this only means one thing..
im growing up not just physically but mentally!
that's my course..i bet a lot thinks it is
a course dealing only with cure crazy people let me tell
a you story..when i was still in high school my
classmate asked me what course i would take
then i said psychology then she blurted "the course
that cures crazy people" i was not happy with what
she said cause obviously she doesn't know
anything about the course and i have been researching
a lot about it because im interested in it..well i did
let it pass i didn't answer back i just pretended
that she's stupid that's why she didn't understand..
im starting to discover what psychology really is and
hopefully in the near future i can blog about it but
right now im gonna try to deepen my understanding of
psychology and learn how to enjoy it...
don't get me wrong im not unhappy with
my new environment..it's just that every
person in my class reminds me of a certain
person from the past..and every action of
people around me reminds me of the old times
with my friends..i laugh with them,have fun,
ride with their jokes but maybe i still have
some hangover in my past experiences.
i was not born during his famous years
but surely i know him..i mean just look
at famous pop and RnB singers today they all
got M.J as one of their inspiration/influences
and that is definitely vivid so..
may you rest in peace and thank you for the
contributions you gave the music scene!
i just realize a while a go that i was coping up well
in my new environment..i have new friends and i can talk
to them freely w/o being shy and i can now recite w/o my
heart beating fast..so maybe that's a sign but there is
something that i am really missing...my friends..i can deal
with every change that comes my way..but i will never be as
comfortable as i am when im with my long time friends it just
feels different and everytime im with my "new friends" i just
can't help remembering the good times i had with my best friends..=(
My ate(pronounce as a-teh meaning sister)
was listening to this song a while a go..
and i must say that the lyrics really struck me
a lot kudos to nickelback!
here it goes..
My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride
If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?
Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life
If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?
And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?
If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side
If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?
And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?
today is my first day in college..
so what happened? nothing special..
met new people hang out with them and all
what i realize a while a go was that there
are so many kinds of people that even if you
have met a lot you we'll still meet people
who are greatly different from the ones you have
met...im still in shock right now so can't tell
much about it hopefully it get's better the next
few days..
made me miss my bestfriends more...=(
Today is the Philippines Independence Day
the day that took a lot of years and lives
of many Filipinos
when i woke up this morning i thought it
was already sunday and i don't know why..
college classes was moved a week later
because of AH1N1 virus..so i have to wait
another long week before the school finally
starts..waiting i actually did nothing use
the PC, watch TV etc, but i feel the pressure
of waiting and wanting it to start or another
term is to end the wait..
Waiting/Patience is not my virtue and im guilty of it!
because waiting for me is a tormenting feeling
though i know that this is an important virtue...
A week from now im gonna start a new chapter
of my life..college life to be exact and i really
don't know what to expect i don't know what to
feel but there's one thing im sure of that I'll
do my best cause i know this is an important
building block of my future and i promise myself to
do my best...so i just wanna say goodluck to myself
and hope that every time i see this post it will
remind me of my burning desire to fulfill my dreams.
watch this: AKOMISMO
here is a video of Filipinos who promote and support change..
i decided not to embed it because it includes the explanation of the
said movement.
You will watch it if you care for our country!Philippines
Everyone is complaining about what our country has become..
but first let me tell you a story..
In a town, a festival is held every year. Each of the town
members are expected to contribute a jar of wine. This jar
of wine will then be put in a very big jar for everyone to
share in the coming festival night. A certain man decided
to cheat and instead of putting wine he put in a jar of water
thinking that it wouldn't affect the taste since he would only
be the one doing that. Then the festival night came..to their
dismay when they tasted the wine they found out that it wasn't
wine at all it tasted purely water. Everyone was ashamed!
read this Pinoy Blogero
well at first i thought the same thing about blogging
but when i started it.. It was different! actually blogging
is simply expressing yourself and being involved in today's
society. I think it's people's way to say i care, i know what
is happening and i have my own stand. Some might get offended
about what you wrote but it is perfectly normal as they say
"we can't please everybody" because every people have their
own view.
but blogging can also be bad when you use it as a tool to
degrade someone without their knowledge and spreading false
rumor. You can actually destroy a person's dignity and life
with just a few click on your keyboard.
In the end it's still all up to the person to decide what path
his/her blog would take just remember that there is a big difference
between fact and opinion,truth and lie,offending and not offending.
You were smiling
your arms wrap around me
wish time would stand still
as in a faded photograph.
Memories i hold on too
are the only thing i have left
that would never fade.
How can i face tomorrow
seeing the smile on your face?
This faded photograph is all i have left.
Traces you've left behind i have always kept.
I can live my life without you
as long as i hold on to our faded photograph
this is actually a struggle to create somethingRead more...
artistic out of words. While i was watching
T.V i heard the word "faded photograph" and i thought
it was a good title for something..and this is what
that something has become
i don't have any informative post to share
everyone so that really makes me sad..hayzzz
but i'll try next time to post something!!
Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK
But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you
But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me
been thinking of a lot of things lately..
my mind is so preoccupied with a lot of
things that my body don't wanna respond
anymore this days...Ive been thinking,
thinking and thinking like crazy...about
my life,my family,problems and many more
that i seem to be an unsociable being...
something's missing in my life right now.
i don't know what it is but i will surely
find out! Ill search for it..
yup it's summer and yet it's raining!!
it's raining this past few days..and it's my
first rainy summer ever..the clouds are dark,
you can't go out..afraid that you might get
wet but wait it isn't too bad after all i love
rain..but seems like these rainy days have brought
along some problems with it..unlike before i
feel so cold and alone if every rainy days will
be like this then i would prefer a hot summer
and feel the warmth again
so another new look for my blog..
all the blog adjustment are done...
this week is special..especially for Catholics..
it is the time when we commemorate the passion,
death and resurrection of our Lord Jesus Christ..
so mostly topics are about miracles..
some say miracles this days are really rare but i
don't believe that, every little good thing that
happens to us can be called as a miracle..
some might refer to it us luck...but it really is miracles
finding the thing you lost
finding someone to share your life with
getting a coin while crossing the street
being happy
your family having good health
finishing your study
getting what you need
being contented with your life..
having friends
winning a lottery
seeing your favorite star in person..
creating good music
having artistic talent
being cured from a disease
miracles can be expressed in different faces from the simplest
to the most complicated situations but does it really matter
if were given the smallest miracle ever, what's important is that
it made you happy
miracles are just around... the problem is we don't open our hearts
and mind to appreciate it..
so live your life hoping every single day you receive at least
one miracle and learn how to appreciate it..
im really bored seems like my mind is not
really working well...hmmmmmm...
i can't even write a decent post..hayzzzz..
it's summer it's vacation surely
im gonna be bored to death and especially gain weight..
di ko to kaya kailangan ko magtagalog
kaloka itech humahataw ang batang ito
ng todo to the beat of single Ladies!!
alam ba ng mga tatay nyo yan??
baka nagugulahan lang kayo may pag-asa pa!!
check out this article
The War At Home
March 27th, 2009
The Russians sank a Hong Kong freighter last month, killing the seven Chinese seamen on board. We can live with that—Lenin and Stalin were once the ideological mentors of all Chinese people. The Japanese planted a flag on Dià oyú Island. That’s no big problem—we Hong Kong Chinese love Japanese cartoons, Hello Kitty, and shopping in Shinjuku, let alone our round-the-clock obsession with karaoke.
But hold on—even the Filipinos? Manila has just claimed sovereignty over the scattered rocks in the South China Sea called the Spratly Islands, complete with a blatant threat from its congress to send gunboats to the South China Sea to defend the islands from China if necessary. This is beyond reproach. The reason: there are more than 130,000 Filipina maids working as $3,580-a-month cheap labor in Hong Kong. As a nation of servants, you don’t flex your muscles at your master, from whom you earn most of your bread and butter.
As a patriotic Chinese man, the news has made my blood boil. I summoned Louisa, my domestic assistant who holds a degree in international politics from the University of Manila, hung a map on the wall, and gave her a harsh lecture. I sternly warned her that if she wants her wages increased next year, she had better tell every one of her compatriots in Statue Square on Sunday that the entirety of the Spratly Islands belongs to China.
Grimly, I told her that if war breaks out between the Philippines and China, I would have to end her employment and send her straight home, because I would not risk the crime of treason for sponsoring an enemy of the state by paying her to wash my toilet and clean my windows 16 hours a day. With that money, she would pay taxes to her government, and they would fund a navy to invade our motherland and deeply hurt my feelings.
Oh yes. The government of the Philippines would certainly be wrong if they think we Chinese are prepared to swallow their insult and sit back and lose a Falkland Islands War in the Far East. They may have Barack Obama and the hawkish American military behind them, but we have a hostage in each of our homes in the Mid-Levels or higher. Some of my friends told me they have already declared a state of emergency at home. Their maids have been made to shout “China, Madam/Sir” loudly whenever they hear the word “Spratly.” They say the indoctrination is working as wonderfully as when we used to shout, “Long live Chairman Mao!” at the sight of a portrait of our Great Leader during the Cultural Revolution. I’m not sure if that’s going a bit too far, at least for the time being.
by: chip tsao
mind you it's hard to serve others specially peopleservice is one of the hardest virtue and I'm proud that my fellow
you don't know....even i when my parents ask me to do something..
sometimes i don't do it and they pay for my education,food, allowances
and yet i disobey them..
leavin the header blank for some new adjustments....
Read more...tomorrow is the much awaited day
for me my graduation..
i want to take this opportunity to
congratulate my fellow graduates..
happy graduation and make your
life worthed!!
well found this interesting site which tells about my
birthday..
it states that
As of 3/23/2009 11:40:00 AM EST
i am 16 years, 201 months, 876 weeks, 6,132 days, 147,179 hours, 8,830,780 minutes and
529,846,800 seconds old.
my date of conception was on or about 16 September 1991 which was a Monday.
i was born on a Mondaymy High School days are over in just a few days...
we have been practicing for our graduation for the
past few days...
and as the days move on feelings overflow me...
may it be happiness,excitement,sadness,nervousness
all mixed up in my mind's system.
just a few days ago we had a forum so everyone was given
the chance to speak up..and all of us were ask to stand in front
and answer the question that kinda go this way
"if you were given the chance to speak in behalf of your
batch mates what would you tell everyone?"
check out this cool video
here's some info on how this video was made..."The video in itself is quite unusual. Shot over a course of five days, it makes use of still photography instead of a conventional video camera. Each single frame was taken with extended exposure and hardly any light other than what was already available on location was used. This arduous process produces what you see here: An otherworldly montage of images, of Up Dharma Down interacting with light-matter and ghostly figures." - Up Dharma Down"
as some of the comments stated this kind of video is called a stop motion just imagine how many still shots were taken to make this video and i salute the director and the editor of this video..truly a masterpiece
when i used this description for last year it actually was because yesterday we went to star city with a ride all you can stab which means that we rode almost all rides there from the kiddie caterpillar , roller coaster, flying carpet and viking..it could be describe as "name it we rode it" and the thing is we rode it one after the other and it almost made me puke specially the viking. It was fun i was with my cousins and sister it's a very good way to bond with them.
...............
as i check on my blogger profile i came
across this about how long i have been blogging
and it stated march 2008 and it's march
again, that means that one rollercoaster
year has past and like what i wrote on one
of my first post this was my 2nd attempt in blogging
and im happy to have stick to it. Blogging widens my vocabulary,
forced me to research about the things ive/will post and gain new knowledge
and im quit reluctant that blogging will be a part of my daily life for the
years to come..^_^
well one of my dreams were to learn how to
play the piano and i don't know when will that
come true...... i was searching for something in youtube
and i came across this 2 great pianist check it
out on my links pianocian and iwillbot
exams over back to posting..^_^
a lot of things happened and we have started
practicing for our graduation just imagine
forming lines and being arrange by height under
the bliss of sunlight so much for that..
uhmmmm...and i just want to send my condolences
to Philippines' one and only master rapper Francis Magalona
may you rest in peace....you've been a big influence
in our country's music industry!
A real artist in every definition...
a song from him
Kaleidoscope World
this is my 100Th post in this blog, as i scan back
to what i have wrote here this last months i realize
just how time flies without us knowing......like one of
my first post which states that there were only 2 days left
before the start of a new school year and now what merely
2 weeks are left and then graduation practices then soon
enough it will be the day that will end and start a new
chapter in my life my graduation..
this will be my last post for this moment because I'm
busy passing all my requirements and I'm really in a haggard
mode. Maybe i can post again after our Periodical test
is done but for now i leave this 100Th post for people to read.
a song suited for people who graduate:
graduation song(friends forever ) by Vitamin C
this is the trailer:
they say it's fake but still i commend the one who made this for the good
editing skills he/she have...but
there are just some things that's better left unsaid..
Titanic is really a good movie that it can stand alone without
any sequel it's beautifully done and executed.
and most of all
in reality not all things get a happy or sad ending just __________ and
this may let people move on with their life with confidence and not
be haunted by the past.
this was a book ive wanted to read way back
and now finished just a couple of days ago..
it's really a good book it shows the rich culture
of Japan. Ive always like Japanese art no..not just the anime..
but others the way their kimonos where designed the vibrant color they use..
the intricate and simplistic design they use, attract me a lot but
of course every cultures have it's own fault and it was also discussed
over the booked..
in a monogamy system rule over my country, it's really quit unethical to
go with different beautiful girls behind your wife's back.
and also theres a controversy going around the book saying it was all fictional
and some things mentioned about geishas were just made up!
so the book Geisha of Gion was made by Mineko Iwasaki to contradict all the
mistakes made by Arthur Golden's Memoirs of a Geisha
and that's the next book I'm gonna look for and read!!
heres some additional info about that:
here
i found a website that features all the latest
movies in the Philippines(some really old films as well)
and other good features..
i think it's a good way to kill time and save money since there's
a global recession..including few foreign movie..
TV Natin
im not really her biggest fan but i can reluctantly
say im a fan especially when i was younger..
after all the mishaps, blunders, scandals
she did this past few years i think britney's
back in the business...why???
because of this video:
well the site i rely on to watch stuffs for free and
also for their fast buffering has now become just like
other pay for viewing site they even deleted almost every
dramas and shows they have.....well i can't do much about
it and i can't blame them for doing that after all ive made
a pretty good use of their site for a year or 2 so o can't
be that bitter....and also maintaining a site surely needs
monetary funds..
now i just go there for the forums and nothing more..
and also some other drama site i recommend are as follows:
Veoh.com
aznv.tv
dramacrazy.com
mysoju.com
viikii
myspace video
well ive search up some forums and this were the sites they recommend:
Haru.tvRead more...
boomvid.com
watchdrama.com
tvcells.org
natsu.tv
freekoreanmovies.blogspot
asian-drama.net
onlinephime.net
Dramacrazy.net
wedrinkcafe.com
kpopvideo.com
rukorean.com
metacafe.com
overstream.net
dramafreak.tv
adc-drama.com
koreandrama.org.
Love is always patient and kind; love is never jealous;
Love is not boastful or conceited, it is never rude and never seeks its own advantage,
It does not take offense or store up grievances.
Love does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but finds its joy in the truth.
It is always ready to make allowances, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes.
Love never comes to an end.
But if there are prophecies, they will be done away with;
If tongues, they will fall silent; and if knowledge, it will be done away with.
For we know only imperfectly, and we prophesy imperfectly;
but once perfection come, all imperfect things will be done away with.
1 Corinthians 13:4-10
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